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4.02.2012

A New Start

First, let me apologize for being MIA for the last few months. I promise, I won't leave you guys again. :)

I had to deal with some personal things going on in my life (I will fill you in) and I needed to do that privately. I really hope all of you will understand and accept this.

I'm going to start by playing CATCH UP and then....telling you some awesome, NEW things I have going on.

Get ready!

Canyon is doing absolutely WONDERFUL. He is playing T-ball...and LOVING it. We are so proud. And, I am extremely overwhelmed with joy watching him play baseball (his favorite sport). It brings back so many memories for me and really makes me take a step back and appreciate my life so much more.

I am no longer engaged. It was a mutual decision. We are still good friends and will continue to raise our son, together. We both know we did everything we could to make the relationship work. Sometimes, things just aren't meant to be. I have learned to accept that and move on. I am now extremely focused on myself.

We share our son--which is ROUGH for this momma. REALLY ROUGH. I am not used to not seeing my sweet boy everyday. It hurts my heart when I have to leave him or I have to tell him "Night Night" over the phone. It truly breaks my heart. But, I can't let myself dwell on that and I have to be thankful that my son has a father that CHOOSES to be involved. And, props to Dale....Because he is a great daddy. I have learned to make the absolute most of my time with my son though. It makes me cherish EVERY little thing.

I am working on myself and becoming an all-around better person. I just turned 25, like YESTERDAY. Yes, my birthday is April Fool's Day. I love it. :) I am making lifestyle changes, emotional changes, and physical changes. I gave myself the gift of a personal trainer for my birthday. Today=Day 1...and it was amazing. I am so happy I decided to do something for MYSELF. I have a long way to go to get where I want to be emotionally though. That's going to be a very long journey. But, when I get there....I'll be able to look back and say, "Wow, I made it!" And that will make everything worth it.

I am very nervous about what life has in store for me...BUT....I am learning to take things as they come...and let them go when they leave...That goes for people too. I mean, when I think about it, it's all I can really do. Some people come into your life for a reason...just like some leave for a reason. It's a process to learn who you can trust to stay...

I am happy and my son is happy. Those are the two most important things. All is well now....

Lots of fun to come.