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9.23.2015

It's been over a year since I have posted....that's about to change. I am bringing the blog BACK! I'll be posting as much as I possibly can on every little thing going on! Stay tuned for lots and lots of news and PICTURES! We all know I am obsessed with photos....

So, since last year.....

I have an 8-year old third grader who is still just as amazing as he was a year ago. The kid seriously blows my mind. He is so smart and appreciative of everything. Being his mom has been the biggest blessing I could've ever imagined....

AND


WELL


He is going to be a BIG BROTHER.

That's right...I am expecting baby #2 on December 2nd! 


IT'S A GIRL.....#zoeyrynn

I couldn't be more excited. God has some amazing ways of working things out in my life so that I end up exactly where I am meant to be. I am so thankful for the opportunity to be another child's mom. I know that being the best mom I can be to both of my children is why I was placed on this earth. I work hard to be everything to Canyon and I will do the same for Zoey. It's so crazy to think about having two kids.....to think about starting OVER. I mean, it's been 8 1/2 years since I have had a newborn. I think I am definitely more prepared this time but it's still scary as HELL.

Today is the FIRST DAY OF FALL- my absolute FAVORITE time of year. I am already in a good mood even though it is hot as balls outside. I just want my boots, scarves, and pumpkin spice everything.


#pumpkinspiceiseverything


Now, I guess I can fill you in on the amazing man I have in my life these days (I am keeping this one forever--he's my #mce). We started seeing each other at the end of 2014 and things just sort of happened. I know he's my #soulmate (if you believe in that sort of thing). He is amazing. He loves me like I have never felt before. He treats me as if I have always belonged to him. I couldn't ask for more in a man and I cannot wait to see him be a father to our daughter.

Blending a family isn't the easiest thing in the world. It's scary and you always feel some level of guilt. I just know that, no matter what, my son always comes first for his dad and I. We go out of our way to raise him to be a happy, well-rounded child....and we are doing great with that, if I do say so myself. I am so thankful (yes, I say this a lot) for his dad. Being able to co-parent and maintain the relationship he and I have as a friendship means more to me than almost anything. Most people are spending their time bickering or worrying about dumb shit. Not me. When Canyon is with his dad, I know he is happy. He is taken care of. He is learning about life. He is getting so big and is so smart and  yet sometimes, when he asks me questions, his sweet little voice breaks me. He is such a sincere child that worries about everyone else's feelings. It's really the sweetest thing!

I won't really get into much of what his dad has going on....other than he is happy. That's all that really matters to me. He's a great guy and deserves all the happiness. I can definitely see some big, JOINT, family events in our future....Hopefully, that all plays out the right way.

Lots to come over the next few weeks.

I am 30 weeks pregnant today and I won't lie, I am miserable. I mean, I fell asleep in the bathtub last night and woke up in freezing cold water with bubbles in my hair. It's been fun. It's been real...but I need the next few weeks to FLY BY....super ready for the shower this weekend and then, let the NESTING begin....poor boyfriend. 


XOXO,
-B